Melissa+Yang+2014

Nonsense, Please Don't Read  All i can think is that I don't even know what I should write about. I honestly could write about a bunch of things on my mind but i feel like it's going to sound stupid. I guess I'll start off with what I should have done over break. Perhaps I could have found the time to clean my room. Maybe I could have even not put off my work and not procrastinated for the first time in my life. My national honors society application is also still waiting on my desk to be filled out. And I really meant to download more music onto my phone. I am getting sick and tired of listening to the same songs. I really wanted to spend the break listening to new music and exploring new artists and listening to pandora and spotify to find more music. I had a list of at least a hundred songs i planned on dowloading and it upsets me that i never got to it. I really should have worked out more over break too, but i got really lazy. It would have made my life a whole lot easier if i did considering i have cheer this weekend, but i did not plan ahead. I still can not accept the fact that i have to spend five hours at cheer on both saturday and sunday. And maybe I could have even got some sleep instead of staying up and spending my time doing things I can't even remember. I wish it was not so cold out. I really did not want to go back to school mainly because of the weather. And there is now a ton of snow on the ground and I'm going to have to shovel it or at least attempt to. I really want to move some place where it's always warm. The past few winters have been unbearable to the point where I have no idea what to do. I should probably go to sleep now because it's almost midnight. I can not believe its 2014 already... It seems like the time flew by. But I wish it would go by really fast right now. I just want it to be summer again. As crazy as this sounds, i miss my job. The past summer went by way too fast. All i can think about is how much i miss working at camp and how much i miss my campers, although they were quite sassy. At times, especially on field trips it was so challenging when i was responsible for watching 10 twelve year olds, but i would not regret spending my summer with them. Even though i had to work almost everyday and it was outdoors, i wish i could do it all year. Of course it was a pain at times, but the school year really opened my eyes this year to how much i should cherish things because nothing last forever. Although, i wish summer would. On the last day of work, everyone cried. It happens at the end of camp every summer. Its only 8 weeks long, but it sure gave me memories that will last me a lifetime.    