Recovery+-+Esther+Han

To him, I had shown love But too late, there was much sorrow Therefore caused regret Unbearable was the pain From him, I desired forgiveness Inside of me, there was no happiness

In my life, I needed happiness I desired somebody to love He needed to give me forgiveness Without him, I felt sorrow He is the first to show me pain Not realizing he was the one, is what I regret

What sunk in so deep, was my regret What burned into ashes, was my happiness What flourished from my regret, was pain What I could not comprehend, was how to love <span style="font-family: 'Palatino Linotype','Book Antiqua',Palatino,serif; font-size: 110%;">What I wanted to forget, were my sorrows <span style="font-family: 'Palatino Linotype','Book Antiqua',Palatino,serif; font-size: 110%;">What I pleaded for, was for forgiveness

<span style="color: #55b280; font-family: 'Palatino Linotype','Book Antiqua',Palatino,serif; font-size: 110%;">My heart had cravings for forgiveness <span style="font-family: 'Palatino Linotype','Book Antiqua',Palatino,serif; font-size: 110%;">Inexplicable was the amount of regret <span style="font-family: 'Palatino Linotype','Book Antiqua',Palatino,serif; font-size: 110%;">Showing his frowning eyes, full of sorrow <span style="color: #55b280; font-family: 'Palatino Linotype','Book Antiqua',Palatino,serif; font-size: 110%;">Whatever happened to the glimmer of happiness <span style="color: #55b280; font-family: 'Palatino Linotype','Book Antiqua',Palatino,serif; font-size: 110%;">And the embraces of love <span style="font-family: 'Palatino Linotype','Book Antiqua',Palatino,serif; font-size: 110%;">For the love suppressed the rest of my pain

<span style="color: #b61414; font-family: 'Palatino Linotype','Book Antiqua',Palatino,serif; font-size: 110%;">What clouded my judgment, was pain <span style="font-family: 'Palatino Linotype','Book Antiqua',Palatino,serif; font-size: 110%;">Unconsciously, I asked for forgiveness <span style="font-family: 'Palatino Linotype','Book Antiqua',Palatino,serif; font-size: 110%;">However he was unsure about his love <span style="font-family: 'Palatino Linotype','Book Antiqua',Palatino,serif; font-size: 110%;">For making the wrong choice, came regret <span style="font-family: 'Palatino Linotype','Book Antiqua',Palatino,serif; font-size: 110%;">Becoming harder to attain, was happiness <span style="font-family: 'Palatino Linotype','Book Antiqua',Palatino,serif; font-size: 110%;">As time went on, growing were my agonizing sorrows

<span style="font-family: 'Palatino Linotype','Book Antiqua',Palatino,serif; font-size: 110%;">But he also had sorrow <span style="font-family: 'Palatino Linotype','Book Antiqua',Palatino,serif; font-size: 110%;">He understood the pain <span style="font-family: 'Palatino Linotype','Book Antiqua',Palatino,serif; font-size: 110%;">He realized I was the source of his happiness <span style="font-family: 'Palatino Linotype','Book Antiqua',Palatino,serif; font-size: 110%;">He had given me my forgiveness <span style="font-family: 'Palatino Linotype','Book Antiqua',Palatino,serif; font-size: 110%;">Although something never forgotten, was regret <span style="font-family: 'Palatino Linotype','Book Antiqua',Palatino,serif; font-size: 110%;">We had shared for each other love

<span style="font-family: 'Palatino Linotype','Book Antiqua',Palatino,serif; font-size: 110%;">Although many sorrows, a lot of forgiveness <span style="font-family: 'Palatino Linotype','Book Antiqua',Palatino,serif; font-size: 110%;">The enduring pain, along with the regret <span style="font-family: 'Palatino Linotype','Book Antiqua',Palatino,serif; font-size: 110%;">Brought about happiness, and the perpetual love